normal according to mom

trying to learn that i can't curl up into a spider ball
that everything is okay according to mom
and somedays are going to be a little crazy
but allowing trust in

texts from the beach at san diego
getting asked out at starbucks
and turning the offer down

"I exist more now than I did four months ago" -Elizabeth Gilbert.
I should trust myself more now than I did four months ago.
I should trust.